Words cant express what i am feeling right now. Its like the way songs describe it, being at the top of the world. All i can say is i juz experienced something which i have nvr experienced b4, a crush that is different from all the others. Although i had many crushes b4, i had nvr went ahead to develope any of them, i dont know if i was shy or whatever reason. However this time, i was not filled with jealousy or hatred or selfishness, all i experienced was happiness. Is this what i have been looking for all this while?
As u all know i am the quiet type who usually does not talk alot or have much to say, yet i managed to talk for i dont know how long last night. We talked about anything under the clouds(yeah there were lots of clouds and i only managed to see one meteor out of the 3 that was viewable). Even if things doesnt work out, i know i have found another friend whom i can talk to. In the mean time i will try to keep these feelings in check and chat more with her.
Oh yar almost forgot to write about the meteor observation thingy. Well we managed to see stars and the view of the moon through the telescope was soo beautiful it took my breath away. Unfortunately, i couldnt look at it for too long as one would get blind. Anyway the sky was very cloudy and we laid on canvas sheets on the school track to observe the meteors. And they say we would be able to watch a maximum of 20 meteors per hour. All we managed to watch was 3 meteors in 4-6 hours. Haha it was like playing lottery, the odds of managing to catch one sight was like one in a hundred. However we still waited patiently juz to get a glimpse of it. In the end our effort paid off and we managed to see a blue meteor. It happened so randomly yet it was so natural, it juz appeared where i was looking at. Mayb thats my lucky "star" and i will be blessed with good luck for the rest of the year. So after that one moment, we continued to wait to no avail. In the end i gave up and went to play cards with the rest. And after that..... secret.
Hope this is not a dream that will be juz a memory when i wake up. I will wait.
li jun wei
take me to a place faraway.
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