Haha many things happened dont exactly noe how it happened, juz know that it happened. Some how we went back to being friends, okay maybe a bit better than friends bah haha. Yup maybe i was too selfish, she needed time to heal so ya lets juz remain the way we are now. Dont feel like changing anything on my blog cos i am lazy haha =p. Kelly rmb to choose one who can give u happiness o. Doesnt have to be me . Its not that i dont have confidence in myself, but if the other guy is able to provide her with happiness and make her laugh, why not? Its juz that i am relatively new to rs dont have much experience haha. Dont want u to be too stressed up by rel problems.
Okay bah better update on what i have been doing the pass couple of days. Went to kelly's chalet on monday night. Thought it would have been quite weird but turns out to be alright. Her class mates were quite friendly and even if they offended me i didnt really notice. Pasir ris park is NOT windy at night, esp around 2. It was very humid and we took a stroll. Still had school the nxt day at 12 sigh.
Talking about school, guess what? 5 out of my 6 weeks vacation has been eaten up by wss again. Sigh anyway i would be spending my time at home playing maple which is not constructive. Theoreotically its supposed to be 9 to 4 everyday, 9 to 12 being theory and 1 to 4 being practical. However as we know that theory and pratcial is always different, i think i would be ending my lessons after 4 everyday. Ended my pratcial lessons today at 6 freaking 30. Haha Really feel like giving up, but no i will preservere bcos it is very good for my resume. I have to improve my pratical!!!
Okay all study and no play makes deren a dull boy. Yeah time to chiong my maple haha. I want to reach lvl 50 by the end of my holidays. Best if i reach 60 but with my busy schedule, dont think it is possible haha. Another goal of mine which is harder is to reduce to 40% Dont know what i am saying? its for me to find out haha.
Love and like is different. U all may not agree with me, but to me like is selfish but love is selfless. However love requires two people while like only requires 1 cos one sided love to me is no different from one sided like. I really enjoyed the time i spent with u cos u brought colour to my life. Oh ya 1 very impt thing, this is not an effort to gain sympathy or to score points!! haha okay maybe to score abit of points but once i write this u will know that i am trying to score ponts so u will deduct points haha. Okay think i shall end here b4 i start writing a long long essay about love crushes and likes. Thanks for reading my blog bye
li jun wei
take me to a place faraway.
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