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I just did something which as a child i swore never to do. I just broke up with my gf on phone. I feel like a terrible jerk right now. The feelings are justified yet i cant face her and tell her directly. I tried that once and i couldnt bear the consequences. Right now i am feeling empty. What i just did havent sank in yet. Although it wasnt a rash decision. I have done a lot of thinking so much so that i have been feeling guilty for the pass i dont even know how many days. I tried my best thats all i can say. I am sorry for hurting you kelly, i cant ask for your forgiveness. I will always remember the memories. Tomorrow will be a new day. Pls dont give up on love there is still a long way ahead for you. For now i think i will concentrate on my studies. Going to quit astro, going to go back to the loner i once was.

li jun wei
take me to a place faraway.

10:14 PM

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